Thursday, November 22, 2007

Thoughts

So much have happened for the past few months...just some thoughts..
Changes..
lots of changes..
changes i cannot understand..
no explanation...
lost and confused and helpless..
the person i needed most is no longer there or me..
Tears...
lots of it..
sickness...mentally and physically..
nightmares and waiting games...waited a lot...waited for time to turnback or fast forward..
Patience..which i'm lacked of..trying to build up..
hopes...hoping that all will fall into place soon..
hoping it'll all be over soon...
the light is at the end of the tunnel...
i'll just have to find my strength and courage to move forward..
Thanks for those who stands by me and the care and concern extended to me.. and to the person i needed most...i dunno how much longer i can wait..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I do not think there is a chance of a reconcilation. In any case, are you sure you can live with this man for the rest of your life?

Now is the time for closure. Make yourself happy. Be a normal person and take revenge, simply becos a person of higher thinkings tends to suffer alone.

First, see a divorce lawyer and make sure he pays monetarily for what he had done.....and let the lawyer takes it from there.

Anonymous said...

poor gal. u must be strong.. at least u noe he's a bastard now! u still have ur friends and families.
i hope u can move and live well without ur ex.
after reading ur blog.. i am a bit worried if my SO will do the same to me ,..