Thursday, November 22, 2007

Unforgivable Pains & Hurts

I gave this advice to someone not long ago..

"Wat's yours will be yours again one day.. Wat's not meant to be.. let the wind brings it far far away.. It's all easier said than done.. Time will heal all wounds..and having faith will bring u happiness in time to come.. all words are deep in your heart.. memories will be forever..."

Now I'm the one needing this advice. And it's indeed easier to say than done. I just wish i do not have the memories part..so that I'll not be in so much pain and hurt..However, I will never forget this journey.. it will only serve me to become stronger than ever and it will remind me that i really cannot forgive someone who's that cruel and heartless and till this day not brave to admit his own mistake. Someone who's family ties is nothing to him at all..someone who's so selfish and self centered that even his own blood and flesh is a burden to him. And yet, I can still pin on to that tiny little hope that that someone will turn back and look at us all despite all these evils.. I was so wrong..so very wrong..I rather i have not known someone at all..

I just hope that I'll be stronger each passing day till my healthy little princess lands safety on earth and be my pride and joy from then on. She'll be my Little New Hope forever...

1 comment:

J said...

Guys r almost all the same. My husband date another woman when I was 8 months pregnant. Got her pregnant when I was 9 month plus. The best part is when I was in labour he send me in after water bag burst he goes off. Catch a movie with her then go 4 coffee n breakfast then go hm slp 4 awhile b4 coming over to hospital. But my little darling princess still needs me. I have to be strong for her. No matter wat happened we still have our little ones with us. Remember there are alot of ppl who loves u very much. Cheer up Btw, when did u give birth?